I have not been quite myself during the last week. My girlfriend, who used to work as part of a team of London escorts, has ended up in jail. It is really hard to take in, but she made a really stupid mistake.
She was asked to travel abroad with one of her dates. As a matter of lots of London escorts travel abroad with their dates but the date that Christina went abroad with turned out to be an international drug baron. Christina was asked to return to the UK on her own but the guy had stuffed her suitcase full of drugs.
Apparently, he has done it before to other cheap London escorts, and it sounds like he goes around London escorts agencies, and find innocent London escorts to do his dirty work. Unfortunately, this time he picked on Christina. I am so upset that I can hardly think straight.
Our relationship
My biggest concerns is our relationship. I love my Christina, and I want to be with her always, but I don’t know how I am going to be able to keep our relationship strong whilst she is in jail. She got a sentence of 18 months, and after that I am not so sure she will ever work for a London escorts agency again. I don’t think that she will ever be able to trust a date again.
The judge was quite lenient with her, but the law is the law and she had to receive a sentence. It is just such shame that they have not managed to catch the Venezuelan man who put the drugs in her suitcase. I am getting lots of support from other London escorts but I don’t know how I am going to be able to manage.
We are both in jail
It feels like we are both in jail. She is on one side, and I am on the other side of the gates. We talk on the phone on a daily basis, and I see her once a week. It is not the same, and I would like to see more of her but I need to hold down my job in the banking industry as well.
Every week I go off to the jail, and we sit there and talk to each other. You can have private time, so we can be together but it just doesn’t feel right. Making love at home was a pleasure, but in jail it feels like it is forced and I find it difficult.
I feel that my life has been put on hold at this moment in time, and I wish there was some kind of support group for people who have friends or family in jail. I don’t want money, I just want someone to talk to and have a couple tea with. It would be good to be able to share each other thoughts and feelings.
All of this may sound strange coming from a bloke, but I know realise how important emotions and feelings are to us. More than anything I have learned how important it is to talk about them.